Bird in a cage

I have been away from the net for a long time and finally I am here again.

A lot of stuff happen in the meanwhile and because of that I have to concentrate on Real Life, sacrificing my time on the net and my net-friend.

JJ, MOKO I AM SORRY FOR MY DISAPPEARING ACT! I MISS YOU GUYS! *hugs*

Everything start when my shop assistant's contract expired back at the end of March and I was forced to jump from month long job to weeks long job. This makes me reflect on what I want to do with my future.
So, I think back at what I want to do back when I finished high school and never actually do because I want to act like a responsible girl.
Never act like a responsible person and ignore your dream, just bad thing and unfulfilling future are waiting for you if you did. *nods sagely*

I decided to look for the university that I intend to attend at that time: Venice's uni on foreign languages.
I apply for their scholarship and their limited place dorm and the crazy circus began.

I start seriously doubt my month after (maybe) month worth of economically security in April, actually apply on the end May and I have been battle with bureaucracy since then. :/
I take I don't know how many trip to Venice, do a shitload of telephone calls, send a hundred of mails and e-mails and get at last three different answer for the same question. O______o
It was crazy and long and nerve- breaking.

It was totally worth it, because....

I AM OFFICIALLY A STUDENT AT VENICE'S UNIVERSITY! :D

I will take possession of my dorm's room next week on wednesday and began attending lessons on next monday. *spazz happily*

I am so ecstatic and grateful to finally have done it. Even if it was so tortuous and I was about to admit defeat a last a dozen times, I am happy to start this new page of my life.
I hope that i will not be distract by life crisis or sucky jobs anymore and simply concentrate on important stuff, like became what I want to be and do things that really interest me.

So all this to say that I am back to stay and that I am going to report from Venice from now on.
See you in a week for my spazz over the dorm (which I still know nothing about 0_____o).

ETA: I just realized that the previous entry was private for some reasons and now I have unlock months late, still better then nothing... -__-;

Today, during lunch break I was watching the news on tv and catch some interesting story coming from Tokyo.

Apparently Japan's capital is facing an invasion of black crow, things seem to be pretty serious since even the authority are taking measures against them. There are even report of the crow attacking people!

Now, I know that this is perfectly normal, even more with all the environmental screw up...   BUT my first thought was like:

' LOL Seishiro left some of his shiki free to mess up the people' and then I imagine Subaru running around try to dispel them.

Yeah, I am wried like that...

I am officially done sulking!

I spend the last week splitting venom and hating the whole world and now I am over it. Mostly.

The fact is: me, jjblue1 and Moko have planned to go somewhere together this summer,  I was already looking for suitable organized vacation when my boss suddenly decide to change my leave days -planned almost a month ago- because they overlap with someone else's!

I got recently transfer at a new work place and my contract expired at the end of August and it was made clear to me -in a very discreet manner- that if I want it renewed I should shout up and do as they say. : /

Sooo, I spend a week sulking and thinking at all the fun lost -jjblue1, Moko-chan have fun for me, too ;__; -.

And now I am done. Mostly. (Split random venom at boss)

The only good thing coming out of this is a series of drabble with Setsuka talking -and psychologically destroying- a set of X characters, including Granny Sumeragi.
Don't ask where this come from because I don't know neither. O__________o</lj>

Since the place I work in now is relatively -stress on 'relatively'- small and I have a co-worker, the boss decided that I might as well go and help in a different place in which they did the same kind of work as in mine.

Now.

I can overlook the fact that my co-worker couldn't organized the stuff in here in a vaguely remote logical order to save his life, I can overlook the fact that he is here basicaly to be use as a replacement for another employed that doesn't do his work at all and I can overlook the fact that he is incapable of keeping our workplace clean -I personally found a dust bunny the size of New Zeland under a desk-.

BUT I CAN NOT IGNORE THE FACT THAT THE NEW WORK PLACE IS IN A FUCKING BASEMENT.

WITH PEOPLE DRILLING HOLE IN THE WALL A FUCKING METER FROM WHERE I STAND.

WITH SO MUCH DUST IN THE AIR THAT YOU CANNOT SEE THE END OF THE ROOM.

Just so you know, I pass the last two weeks blowing my nose every three minutes to find blood on the tissue.

I am really pissed right now.

Just in case you didn't notice.

Also, this week I am still going over here. They should be done with the work. Then again, probably not.

What makes it all worst is that my contract end soon and I couldn't even whine too much about this or they probably aren't going to re-new it.

Both stolen from jjblue1 


IF YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, if you're more of a lurker, or if we already know everything about each other.

Dear life,

My PC is dead. The mother board burn itself and now I have to buy a new pc. Good bye first check from new job.

Also, last week I totaled an absurd amount of extra hours. To give you an idea, last Sunday I go to work at 6:00 AM and check out -which doesn't mean I was home- at 10:00 PM. -___________-

All this combine with the fact that the guy who is suppose to teach me how to do stuff the right way is a complete moron and is, most of the time, in gas form since when you need him he is not here and as soon as you did even the smallest thing wrong, he suddenly shows up to complain.

As the title of this post says, I do have other thing to do outside have hysteric crisis because no one seems to know how to organized a work place or be force to be nice with people that deserve a punch on their teeth.

So please, could you suck a litlle bit less or at last give me a bigger check?

Thank you,
A very frustrated Me

The new job is actually well paid. Really.

That does not mean that if I have a contract that says 40 hour per week I enjoy do 55 hour per week. Not. One. Bit. 
Since the new place was new, as in just build, there was all the stuff in it to order and clean and I have to help -a lot- to do that. And now I don't feel my feet anymore.

And my PC is still dead because that man didn't find time to ever see the pc in more then two weeks!

And after the last wonderful news here at LJ, I may have an ictus any time now out of stress. Or pulling a Yuki and start coughing out blood.

Anyway, work should return to normal starting this week and I make a back up copy of my LJ here at insane journal. Does anyone else is feeling like a fire suddenly starts in the building and everyone is screaming and running the hell out?

After the recent news over at LJ, I feel it was high time to get here and create a 'safe' account.

I am going to use this journal as a back up copy of my LJ accounts and for some of my stories.

So, let's the fun begin!

As some of you know, last week my PC crash. What none of you know is that now he is again dead. -_________-
There is a high probability that I lost the contact for my old e-mail and every mail that everyone send to me up until now. ;_____;

That was the bad news, now the good ones:

Saturday I go to a comicon with jjblue1   , Moko and another CLAMP fan (can't remember her nik, sorry!). Even if I arrive awfully late, we have a great time -even if I can't find Sei-chan (with his package) and Fay- and I buy one of the kitty with their pawn up in the air that are suppose to bring good fortune.

My fortune-neko is for help to find a job. Now, I just end my stage and I am search for something, so I say "It would not hurt to have a little help, right?". Right.
Today someone from one of the hundreds of place I send curriculum to call me and offer to make a job interview. I was like O___O.
Then I remember that job interview =/= job. So I go without expecting too much. The guy who should get me the interview asks me 2 question.
Then he says "What size do you wear?". So I go WUT? >E but before I could say anything, he says "I probably have the right size of uniform here but I need to know to check". Here my eyes pop out of their socket and disappear on the floor.

SO... I got a JOB.


That was freaky fast!
And today everything go insane from this point : I have to go home and try two different size of the skirt that they give me  (it's been ages since I wear a skirt, it's strange!) and go back here to have the other size. After that they inform me I can't wear sport shoes and so I need to go out and buy a pair of ballerine (I have just sport shoes or high heels one >__> ).
This day in a word? C-R-A-Z-Y.

But. I got a job that start tomorrow!  :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD     *does happy dance*

My PC crash.

Totally, completely and deleting my fucking story. A chapter over 4000 words that I need an eternity to complete.

So, to not listen to the impulse to trow the PC against the wall -really, really hard- I made a cake, a chocolate one.

And take a relate test:

You Are an Excellent Cook

You're a top cook, but you weren't born that way. It's taken a lot of practice, a lot of experimenting, and a lot of learning. It's likely that you have what it takes to be a top chef, should you have the desire...

Overall impression: the number 1 was better. : /   BUT this one has a fundamental thing that excuse everything else: SUBARU!


Also, note to self: self? When re-reading the chapters of various fics so that you didn't end up mail jjblue1  the whole 'grammar mistake 101 encyclopedia', it is not smart to start rewrite completely a chapter that it's over 4000 words! *bitchslap self*

On the 24th of December my best friend phone me. Which is perfectly normal but this phone call end like this:

"Oh, by the way, my parent are going to a friend's home for Christmas and New Year so the house we own in Valle d' Aosta is free. Wanna come with me and a couple of other friend? We are leaving this evening."

"O________o  This evening?" 

"Yep! ^________^ " 

"... O.K. I start packing! ^________^ "

And before you wonder, yes our conversation always border on crazy. XD

This was made possible by the recent end of my work's contract -which is something worth celebrate in itself (F*/- you, big fat boss)- and my inability to find another job before the call -which is less celebration worth  ;___;  -

This is the last week end that I will spend knowing that I have to go back to that place (my work place that coincidentally contain -barely- my boss) SO I am going out to party and get drunk in about five minute. :DDDDDDDDDD

Because I can barely stop hopping around, I sit down and take a test... Guess which one? Yeah, the nerd one. =___=

Here you go! ^___^





I love the 86% in Literature. :D

Today marks officially a month since I brought the new router. It never work properly since then.

And I still need to see the guy who sell it to me coming to my home to see what the f*-k is wrong with it. My, he must be busy.

To celebrate the recurrence, I am posting this from a friend's PC. I just need four tries to remember the password. =__=

Table from 50kinkyways

1. Rituals 2. Cross-Dressing 3. Spanking 4. Biting 5. Oil 6. Restraints 7. Non-Con 8. Leather 9. Ice 10. Candle Wax 11. Medical play 12. Fear Play 13. Blood Play 14. Breath Play 15. Food Play 16. Vibrators 17. Anal Plugs 18. Whips/Paddles 19. Handcuffs 20. Standing in Corner 21. Spreader Bars 22. Blindfold 23. Phone / Voice Sex 24. Dildos 25. Orgy 26. Serving 27. Tattooing 28. Dominant 29. Submissive 30. Exhibitionist 31. Voyeur 32. Branding 33. Age Play 34. Cock Rings 35. Ball Gags 36. Wanking 37. Shaving 38. Clamps 39. Collars 40. Virgins 41. Locked up 42. More-some 43. Outdoor sex 44. Piercing 45. Role Play 46. Writer's Choice 47. Writer's Choice 48. Writer's Choice 49. Writer's Choice 50. Writer's Choice

at last until next week.

Guess what? I realized that I actually have 15 days of vacation left to take before December. -big  ಠ_ಠ  to me-
So I talk to my "boss" and say:
"You know what? I am going on vacation until next week and then I take the other days when I feel like it or I can take all the days at once, you pic."
He was sweating while saying that of course I can take these days.
Now let me gloat for a moment here. *feels awesome*

On a different note, I am currently write 3 fic of X.
One is the planned p0rn!SxS, the other two are total crack inspired by a conversation with jjblue1 at the past-past weekend comicon. I blame everything that come out of them to you, do you hear? I have no responsability at all! *nods*

About the comicon, it was probably the best day I had in month and the talk we had makes me happy even before been very useful for the writing...
I am kissing my luck charm every morning since then, could it be because of it that I got vacation?

Now I am going to sleep until Wednesday afternoon and then write mail to all I have miss.
Hugs and ♥♥♥♥♥ to you all and remember that I am still alive!

This Journal is just for writing so, until I finish some of the story I am writing, there aren't going to be any over post.

Pretty!                                 *____*

Someone can lend me enough money to buy it?  XD